not again

I woke up with swollen lips again this morning. Just like in December. And now they are beginning to become blisters again, just like in Dec... What is the difference? I know why! I am apparently allergic to an antibiotic called Bactrum. How did I find this out? I took some last night for other issues and now I have this. Which means, I now get to deal with a week of serious pain, but I will never do it again! Hah! I guess this means I owe the Dr. Pepper people an appology.

I also have turned downthe job in Hayward. I really don't feel up to dealing with people who are dying... or again working in an enviroment with mentally ill people. I am just going to have to look somewhere else.

Anyway now that I have solved one of the greatest mysteries in my life before breakfast... I feel as if I have accomplished something on my day off.

tah.

Where to start

I was expecting a crappy week.I really was, even though I know that sounds awful. But my week ws pleasently good. I used the gift certificate I got from returning the sweater I got for x-mas to Macy's and got a really cute shrug with a hood... (so cute) and went to old navy and got some shirts and a cute pair of jeans with buttons on the pockets. So positive shopping experience. Then I went to visit a friend of mine who wanted me to make her a faire dress and she gave me money so I bought the fabric, which was on sale, and have already started the bodice. (It's all green and blue with orange ribbon and it's really cool)

Work was not so bad this week. All of the girls have been in pretty good moods and haven't been very confrentational. I had a 'trainer' at the gym give me a workout to do. And I have a job interview tomorrow for a job in Hayward. It's kind of a long commute but, well I would be working for a friend and so it would be pretty cool. I also have another interview coming up next week for a place in Soquel. So we shall see what happens.

So it's almost feb and it looks like the world might just be getting a bit better for me. If nothing else, I won't be working night shifts anymore. *sigh* Sleeping at night....

Alright, since I am at work, I should go do something work related.

tah.

Picture Pages, picture pages,

This is from my not so talked about truck driving days.

This is the guild I have managed to convince that I am cool. And what's even better, I don't stick out from this photo like I do in so many other group photos. Who would have thought that one day I would want to fit in. Hun.

A poem at 1:30a

Alone at night
with the internet; I find out I
date vampires
wear sexy corsets
die in fire
become an angel of light
and dress like a pirate
with so much chosen for me,
why should I go out?

*What was I doing online? Find out on www.quizilla.com *

Just another day

On monday I have an appointment with a personal trainer. Mostly I have this appointment through peer pressure (ahem Chris and Erin). But it still shoud be interesting. Maybe she will tell me what to do to get rid of my ever increasing belly... hummm. I have a feeling she will say something like "Don't eat so much suger" with a following of "Eat more veggies". *Sigh.* Losing weight is never as much fun as putting it on is.

So, once again I am at work. Just like I was last week at this time, and the week before... I am sensing a pattern. Perhaps I should go on another vacation. Or perhaps I should actually do some work... This office needs some tidying up. But I really don't wanna. I just had to do a butt load of dishes. Really, a butt load.

Hopefully I will get a call this upcoming week about my new glasses. (Every time I say something about them I keep thinking about that line from Goonies: My glasses, my glasses, I can't see without my glasses.) But realistically it will probably be next week before I hear anything from them. Oh well. Waiting only makes them something I want more. Right?

Well, keep crossing your fingers for me with this new job hunt.

Tah.

Really...

I really hope that I get a new job offer soon. I have really had enough of the job I have.

But on to better news... I am getting new glasses. Yah me! I should have them next week. They are brown/purple and neat-o. Really. They are.

I should find some dinner now.

tah

Friday the 13th

And a full moon and wind... It's a good thing there was no school today for most of Santa Cruz. Otherwise...

My only cool story is I attempted to kill one of my neighbors when I was backing out of the driveway on my way to work. I really just didn't see her. I told her I was sorry... Well, I really don't expect people to be hanging out at the end of my driveway at 11pm on a saturday. Or ever really.

Tomorrow I am going to get a massage. A professional one hour long session and after that I will sit in people soup (a hot tub) until I can't stand up any more. I have been looking forward to this day for a while and hope it stands up to my imagination. It is, however pouring rain outside, and that means the outside hot tub will be all the more fun. *sigh* Sometimes it's good to be me.

And that said, as of Sunday I will have been at this job for a year. Wow. It doesn't feel like it. But now I don't feel any guilt in looking for a new job. I promised a year, and I have done it. But if I stay a year and a half I get a spiffy new sweatshirt...

Well, I need to go clean something, or check someone, or do something that might be thought of as work.

tah.

day off

Today I did all of those little things that have been piling up and I have been so dutifully ignoring, like getting stamps and an oil change for my car... Oh and about that oil change... The guy was really nice. I think this is the first time they have not tried to sell me all kinds of other things. But he did inform me that my coolent was low. Then a few moments later I heard one of the guys by my car say :I don't know what that is." And point to my open car hood. Hummm... The first thought through my mind was: Shit. Then the first guy came back in and said that I had a leak in my coolent... and I should really get it checked out if I want my car to last much longer. Well, I think my initial reaction was correct. Shit.

Oh well, three hunderd dollars is still cheaper than a new car... But I should probably start saving.

January marches on

Not much really happened this week. After all the fun of new years and Christmas, it's kind of a let down. I did start on a new sewing project. I am making a dress for one of my guild mistresses. I just had the coolest idea for it too... I hope she agrees. I really need to get started making it before I run out of excited to be sewing steam.

I had a really wierd dream that involved a n elevater that was falling and this guy trying to shoot me because he thought I was the one who broke it with his friend inside. Hummm, I wonder what that means?

I am at the other house for the first time in the new year. Somehow it feels the same. But it does look different with all the x-mas decorations pulled down. It's the same at my house. Mr. Chububkins found his way into the recycling bin. He was a good tree, and I'll miss him... untill next year, when I get a new one.

I should find some work to do.

Tah.

As the rain

continues to pummle the West coast I think this would be a good time to remember... I hate rain.

Anyway, they changed the homepage for ren faire. I'm still on the first page...but I'm harder to find. If you want to look http://www.norcalrenfaire.org and good luck.

I'm going to the mall because of a dream I just had.

tah